Currently Listening Somebody's Miracle By Liz Phair ROCK ME see related

yes my darling alicia, my tan is back. but not before it came back in the form of a nasty, nasty burn. I laid out tuesday, got a little color, then the pool closed wed (what the fuck). so I went tanning...big mistake. the cute boy let me go full time which equated to me being FRIED. then we went to the beach where there were NO clouds and quite possibly no ozone. we were there maybe an hour and a half and I was fried beyond belief. and then of course jason smacked me with cardboard at work yesterday.

anyway though....I saw a fucking dolphin. a real life dolphin in the wild. from a distance though because I don't go into that water too far. I went in about 5 feet. just enough so that if I saw a shark, I could get the fuck out of that sitch. I also saw a crab and a pelican. shawn made fun of me but lets be real, whats the coolest wild animal we have in michigan....a deer? exactly. we got to cross this cool bridge to the island. it was a lot of fun. next time though, im feelin the keys :) haha. i might head down to cocoa beach with shawn once our summer classes are done. big surfing town...kinda scares me!

off to the pool I go....dunzo.

Currently Listening Show Your Bones By Yeah Yeah Yeahs PHENOMENA see related

its my first of three days off in a row...and I got called into work. I think they actually called me a savior (or maybe saint) when I said I'd come in.

I went to get the mail (which is a 20 yard walk) and had two cars stop to holler at me. I was wearing my juicy tube dress and had wet soppy hair. I guess thats hot.

tell me why I've gotten upwards of 15 calls today. thats a bit much for me. Im lucky with two. anyway they've come from all over the country. LA was the one that intrigued me the most. prolly someone calling to tell me colin farrel wants to make a sex tape with me...which hey by the way im cool with. but im really ready to turn my phone off because im ANNOYED with these calls.

anyway im off to sell clothes...dunzoooooooooo.

Currently Listening Show Your Bones By Yeah Yeah Yeahs GOLD LION see related

I haven't written anything of real substance in a while. I guess im kinda over this since no one ever reads it anymore. But ill dazzle those of you who might.

Its been a bad week. PMS has been over the top. I left work in tears tuesday and was in tears at work wednesday during the sale set up. but that wasn't JUST cause of pms. that was cause someone at work was being a dick to me. the little comments got to be too much. so thursday I said fuck it and shawn and I drank. It was good, but im starting to realize that I either need to get back in the swing of drinking, or Im over drinking beer. im not sure but it wasn't as good as it normally is. maybe cause it was bottles and I hate bottles. anyway, I needed to unwind. opened this morning, and it was like nothing had ever went down the other day. which was kinda nice but kinda weird. some comments got thrown around today but luckily, I combatted one by getting a credit card in my last 10 minutes of work. but everyone (meaning like two people) won't stop giving me shit about not being as great as I was last month with cards. its not my fault I open every fucking day when no one comes in. can you tell im still angry?

anyway I almost died twice at work today. I was cleaning windows and one of our hanging signs fell down on me. those things are like 10-12 feet long, 6 feet wide with a giant metal bar attached to them. it was terrifying. and of course I got the "are u okay?" thing for about two seconds and then it turned into "I wasn't planning on fixing a sign for 15 min this morning, way to go." ass. then I had to change a lightbulb in our windows. I had to stand on TOP of the ladder to reach it. I was almost in tears scared that I was gonna fall off and people could tell because everyone walking by was giving my sympathy looks. and of course my boss is just watching me laughing. I thought I was gonna die. all that was running through my mind was an omen-like death where some little kid would knock the ladder over.

might go to st george island, or some other ACTUAL beach, next week. ive been here for like almost a year and i havent been to the beach. sad.

dane cook on snl tonight! should be good.

dunzo.